Sunday, June 7, 2009 at 12:51am
there is something i can't do
something that im too afraid to
maybe i experienced what it was like to be hurt in the most painful broken hearted
and im too scared to feel the same way again
i let my feeling hides in the darkest corner
i refuse to let it go
fly away like it is supposed to
they say it's about taking chance and pain
i have to start all over again
but the moment i step forward
i stood there and look back
and it's been chasing and haunting me
why can't i just be my old self and make you happy like you've never been before
why can't i turn back the time and meet you in the first place
i want to try to be like i used to be
but im scared
now, will you wait for me?
or will you leave me behind like i used to be treated before?
but wait! wait for melike i worth it
this feeling isn't the same
but i do love you so much
so please, wait....