Thursday, December 30, 2010

profession. what is yours?

yesterday i went to local bank to create a new bank account (for the first time i came to this famous bank which i avoid since i don't enjoy long queue and such thing that is related to this particular bank)
so i filled in the application form (for sure)
and i handed it in to the customer service

for the job column i filled in the empty spot with "VISUAL ARTIST"
which is my true job i shall say
indeed it is my main job
ain't lie about it
and ain't wrong about it i assume

but then when she (the customer service) started to read trough the form
she asked me, all of sudden, what is your main job?
and i bluntly said "visual artist"
she asked where do i work and what i do
i said i make art and i work at home

she seemed so confused (frowned forehead and confused facial expression)

so she asked me whether i do any other "job"
and i told her i am currently in my internship with one of advertising company,
and she right away put a super long line on top of my "visual artist" column and replaced my job with common worker and she ticked the box

and i was pondering
actually pausing for couple of mins

i was intending to complaint
i mean is there anything wrong with doing what i actually do and earn money from it?

seriously people, what is the damn wrong with being a visual artist?

just because THE PROFESSION isn't there in the list of column it doesn't mean i can't write down what i do

okay so now i am doing the internship, which saved me from getting trouble i suppose?
but what if one day after i finish the internship and i'd like to apply another bank account?
will i get declined because of my profession?
even if i earn MILLIONS in a month? (amen)

i don't get it, really

if visual artist isn't a proper profession, so what did i do in the last 4 years struggling with my studies and aimed for the best in everything i do?

am i pissed off?
a bit

what makes a DESIGNER is more accepted than a VISUAL ARTIST when what the designer does is what is in the visual artist's blood and brain and heart?
makes me wanna ROFL all day!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Joyful happiness~

Merry Christmas everybody! (:

meL, Caesar&Jacko

Friday, December 24, 2010

money? what money?

i am sure like 80% of the indonesian's population have tried (at least one time) starbucks or any kind of trendy coffee shop like that

if you ever tried, my question is:
do you buy the beverage because of:
A. you really like the beverage because of its flavor or certain goodness of it
B. you think/feel that by buying it you are cool enough to be equal with others who have tried it as well, you just simply want to fit in
C. you just want to satisfy your own ego, in a way that being cool is by trying something's cool as well
D. socialization requires you to do it

i believe 90% of people who have tried it answer B, C, or D

really, in my opinion starbucks' coffees and instant coffee we get in any supermarket taste the same
i, myself almost never buy the coffee from starbucks, i usually buy the blended or their mix coffee, not the pure one

not to mention the price is not that cheap for a tall size of coffee
which is super small

now, my other question is
do we really need that kind of lifestyle?
for me the answer is NO.
i don't go to starbucks or any cafe just to fit in the lifestyle of social life
i don't go to any coffee shop just to fit in with popular socialite
i don't buy expensive coffee only for pride or ego

but yet.. it doesn't mean we can't try it and we become a snail in its house, not knowing what's going on in the world

and still, if you can't afford it then don't push yourself too high/hard

i am kind of allergic to silly people whom always talking about money money money
maybe i am just allergic to money issue

we need money but we do not owned by money or controlled by it
we need money to fulfill our needs but don't be ruled by it

my head aches everytime people are boosting about money or wealth they don't even own
(what i mean is i know your parent is damn rich, but what have you been contributing in your own life? have you achieved something without using your parent's money or power?)

i know some people who are like that
it doesn't mean that i hate them or whatsoever
i do befriend with them but i just can't fit in

what's the use of being arrogant
being proud of something you don't own

you get your car from your parent
you get your gadgets from your parent
you get your clothes from your parent
you get your whole fake self from your parent
my question is, are you really happy with your life?


what is the point in doing that?
i don't get it, never get it.
do you want to get as many fans as possible?
impress people?
being worshiped by others?
being seen as damn rich person?
and so what's the point in that?

does it change your life to a better and happier life?
does it make your life longer?
does it give you any advantage?
does it give you TRUE FRIEND?

i don't give a damn to any of bullshit
a proof that you can own everything from your own hard works impress me
i will simply admire you, adore you

i just can't stand fake people
my head aches so bad
and i begin to yawn all the time listening to any of your ego and pride
and i am tired with those kind of people

am i jealous?
oh my are you kidding me?
jealous by that kind of bullshit just wasting my time
i am jealous with those successful person who start everything from zero
and become a hero
low profile, intelligent, smart, polite, and kind

i just don't get how some people see others as a bunch of low class of people who don't deserve a polite hello and a smile

yea whatever

you see me as nothing, so do i

ah.. i am tired...
and my head aches

it's Christmas Eve
tomorrow i will travel out of town
be back by monday (hopefully)
have a nice weekend, people (:

stickers. what stickers?

what a busy (week) days we have when we are working, literary working in the office *sigh

recently, after i started working, i go home at around 7pm (could be less or more)
then take a shower, happy eating (yeah!), and i have been spending my time either doing workloads or going to sleep immediately
(since i love sleeping so much..........right)

so i miss my (beauty) sleeping time i usually have ):

but internship has been going quite well (of course since i handle this current project)
look fwd for it in my portfolio! :3

so yea i miss sleeping, i miss my babies, i miss doing things i love....
but anywayyy!
since i have more slacking time in office (LOL)
i do have chance to browse through interesting site, called,

damn! lotsa images there to browse and be inspired by them!
well it is kinda similar to flickr, thumblr, or any similar sites
but idk why i am more adapted to this particular site hehehe...

so couple of fast review about my internship, day one i was quite bored, since i was new, the situation ain't that easy
i prepared myself for the worst or whatsoever, i told myself, "look, you are damn newbie, but don't let them stomp you, NEVER!"
so yea, i managed to keep myself relaxed and calm (LOL considering i am quite a panic person when it comes to difficult situation, but i am a grown up now, so yeaaaaaaahhhh *pat my own shoulder*)

been almost a week though
i am get used to the environment
ADAPTION rules! :3

oh btw i just bought this super cute sticker (LOL, not to mention i love to collect bizzare stickers!)

(not to forget that i bought that bear pen as well hahaha!)

i just pasted the sticker (lower bottom left, the bear stickers) on the cover of my brand new portfolio (hard copy)
yea since my portfolio has been taken by the company i had interview with (i don't have a clue that here in Indonesia they take our portfolio with them and will never give it back ): how am i supposed to know thaaat? uhhh.... there goes my portfolio)
so now i re-print all stuffs *sigh

but anyway,
i am excited with life recently, super excited because things have been going on pretty well
i got several projects going on to keep me busy and i love being busy
so yea, i am happy, period


Sunday, December 19, 2010

CALENDAR 2011!!!! ☺♥

the calendar is here!
sorry for the super late delay

here is the link:

fyi the size is A4 size so that's the maximum size you can print out

if you want smaller size to be displayed on your desktop or anything else, let me know (:

a little preview for the calendar design


Thursday, December 16, 2010


so i got the internship! (yay?)

i started the internship yesterday (yea right the day after the interview, in fact i was almost got in the office ON THE DAY i got the interview.....right.)
yesterday was hell (LOL)
everything was totally different from what i get used to when i worked in sg

the environment, the people, the (literary) everything is super different
not to mention the interview part
i felt like more being interrogated than interviewed

so anyway...
i miss blogging so much
i miss doing stuffs i usually do

but internship is kind of a new experience i am lucky enough to get the chance
so my plan is to stick on what i am doing and hopefully i could make it 'til the end

people might think i am super weird that i am bored whenever i got nothing to do
so when i am somewhere, nothing to do or nothing to work on
i could easily go mad and emotionally unstable
yeah, lol

i prefer being so busy
running around here and there
doing this and that

give me works!
give me loads of projects
count on me!

please please hopefully tomorrow i will be given loads of, tons of works
(should i be careful with what i wish for??)

anyway, i am so so so so so super sorry for the delay of the 2011 calendar T___T

will upload is super soon! (:
btw tomorrow is friday

happy happy happy~

Monday, December 13, 2010

wish me luck (:

tomorrow i will be going for my first super formal job interview

usually i go to job interview super casual and like no burden on my shoulders
yet tomorrow, though it'll be like only semi part-time job, i feel like "oh my goodness, i must try hard and prove them fine arts graduate isn't merely FINE ARTS compared to design's"
damn what a great burden i carry over there

but hey
it is like nothing to lose
i should be more relax and be confident with myself

who cares if advertising people don't appreciate what i've got?
world doesn't revolve around them, right? (:

fine arts rule!
fine arts rock!

but anyway,
i am willing to learn
to absorb everything

so if i could get in the company,
i will face all challenge that will be given


oh btw i am making 2011 calendar that you can download once it's done! (:

Friday, December 10, 2010


so it's already week two, december 2010
time flies so fast when we are enjoying life
really? LOL
perhaps tough
despite of all troubles, hectic days, screaming-shouting, and pulling-hair days
we finally made it to the end of the year
2011 is about to come

i am preparing my resolution like from few months back
not really, it is more of like because i have less thing to do after i graduated

but it does mean a lot
more free time gives me more time to ponder
to think of what i want in my life, etc.

it doesn't give me extra hour but at least i learn to cherish how important life is

i try to do my best every single day
but i have failed many times
but it is okay because i keep on trying
i am not easily giving up, no way

so life is to be fulfilled
to me, life is to learn
to learn, to absorb as many things as possible
not to mention because i am still so young
i want to learn as many things in this world as possible

i have learned a lot from blog to blog
i have been, like, observing
many things i just figured out
just found out
from many creative blogs i have found so far
they are UHMAZING!
i mean it!

once i even asked myself
"dang, how'd they come up with that idea! i didn't even think about it once ever!"

see.. how people are so creative
how people are so innovative

and imagine what if you are the last person on earth who does not move forward?
who does not evolve?
who does not productive?
isn't life too short to be wasted?

the more i write
the more i research
the more i observe
the more i see
the more i look around
the more i absorb
the more i think
the more i do
the more i make myself better

oh btw, have you heard song by Katy Perry, Firework?
(i know it has been quite sometime since it was released)
i am in love with it
super good
esp. the lyric
check it out

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Thursday, December 9, 2010


what's authentic?
is there really such thing as authenticity?

regarding to the popular saying among art people,
everything has been done before
recalling to what was discussed in theory class when i was in college,
this particular saying evokes big reactions from the entire class

if everything has been done before,
wouldn't art be nothing but a copy?

some say yes, some say no

but as art people in art industry
there is no way we could ever agree to this statement
if art = copy, it useless, it's nothing

so what's left but dead discussion?

my first reaction was: damn, really everything?
but then my second thought: okay if it's really everything, isn't there something after everything that has better quality or even modified to certain extend that it doesn't any longer resemble the "has done before"?

for example:

if i recreate Monalisa, BUT i create it in my own manner, in a way that i make the painting by using different medium or style, per se

YES for it is still Monalisa i make, which is a copy of the actual Monalisa(which is also a copy of copy - it goes on and on if i want to discuss)
and YES for i use the painting method which has been done zillion times
and YES for any kind of medium i use, even if i claim it as NEW MEDIUM, i bet someone, somewhere has been used it before
and YES for my personal style that i am still sure that somebody in this entire universe has the same style as mine

so what makes my Monalisa different from Leonardo da Vinci's?

first thing i would like to bring up is THE IDEA
yes it could be someone's idea as well
but how about the EXECUTION?
even if zillion people in the world can have same style as i do, would the brush stroke be the same? exact same?
the pressure?
the choice of brush?
the choice of canvas?
the way i move my hands?
the choice i make which i want to paint first - the head? the hand?
the color i choose?
the paint brand

something that we make, even though it is a replica of something, i am sure, when we do it with hearts
the emotion derives from it would be much different
even if millions Monalisa from different people in around the world put together side by side
I AM 1000000000000000000000000000000% SURE you will get different emotion and feeling when you see them one by one

there are some things that can't be copied that easily.

okay, what a long intermezzo
well actually what i wanted to discuss in this writing is that the idea of copying itself
the reason why IKEA does not want to open its branch in Indonesia is because it is afraid of copying issue
from there, that particular sentence,
i could conclude: so Indonesia (esp. Indonesian) is so great at copying things that IKEA, that big company, is afraid of us?
makes me wanna ROFL!

but sadly, if we are so good at copying things, why can't we make something great out of it?
which i am sure, when we, Indonesia, can create such great things and sell it, imagine to the world
how much money could we get?

you know, everytime i visit certain cities in indonesia (as if i have visited many of them hahaha)
Yogyakarta, Bali, you name it
esp. when i visited Bali
you can see MANY handicrafts, rattan, BEAUTIFUL furniture made of rattan are spread along the way
and it looks damn elegant which i am sure it is expensive
but sadly..... it is to be exported
meaning that what's left to us, Indonesian, is usually ex-exported
see so many factory outlets in bandung, bogor, puncak?
the clothes are ex-exported
meaning we get rejected items

isn't it super sad?
i feel pathetic

when those things are exported, the price extremely goes high
so what we got left here is kind of rubbish.

i don't want to believe it but along these times we have been scraping our own rubbish
we made them
we sent them abroad
we got rejected items
we scrape them all the time

another issue is the copying issue regarding certain ideas: music, writings, any kind of thing that can be copied

simplest thing is STYLE
not only fashion style
but also style of writing
style of speaking

people say
copying is a flattering thing
meaning that when others copy what we have/do, they adore ours

isn't it just a matter of laziness?

imagine if you create something amazing, beautiful
with all hard works
endless sleepless nights
lack of foods
the energy we spent
the time
all the sacrifices we made

and then it is easily copied in a cheap way

i don't think so
first reaction i would be so pissed off, angry
and if i could i would sue the copier

too bad that not all things can be patented

but way worst that people just can't respect and appreciate what someone does/makes

not all things in the world come cheap, you know....
some are just meant to be priceless (no you can't even swipe your visa out of it!)

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

take and give.

according to what people old folks used to say,

we, as social human beings should have a balance between taking and giving in our society
meaning that,
we can't only just taking what people give us but we should be giving as well

therefore, there is a mutual relationship between us and others

hmm sounds easy?

but how's about the actual act?

uh-huh as if it's easy. it is never easy

knowing the fact that MOST PEOPLE in current society are unfortunates or perhaps are just aiming for all goodness and easiness in life
that they acknowledging the fact: taking someone's gift is what we should be thankful about


is it really like that?

but really, shouldn't we be thankful about what people give us?
yes. to certain extend i do agree

agree until one day my father told me,

being human, cannot just be thankful or be proud of what others give us.
we should be thankful for what WE ARE ABLE to give others.

meaning that, the proportion should be imbalanced, in a way that we should be giving more instead of taking

but why?

because........ (he continued)
when people give us something, indeed they do not expect something to be returned (well some do anyway) but what matter is that it is as if, when people give us something, we (unconsciously and it appears as if) OWE them something in return, whether it is actual "DEBT" or debt we should pay one day when our living bodies are not on this beloved earth no more....

quite scary, huh?

i do think so though..

i know that living in this society in current stake of like is quite tough
but there is no reason for someone, for us, to always looking forward to what people give us all the time

no matter how small something is, if it is what we earn so hard in this life, and we are willingly enough to GIVE, it is something precious in His eyes
i believe so.

since my father told me that,
i learn not to easily being given something by someone
as long as i can earn it by myself or i can afford it by myself even if i have to sweat and bleeding to get that, i'd get that by myself

He gave me a complete living body, 2 hands, 2 feet
why can't i try hard, work hard to earn the best i could and start giving other people goodness?
doesn't it feel good when we are able to give something to others who are in need, and they smile at us, their eyes are glowing with thankfulness
and we shall smile......
and be thankful as well for being His living proof and living hands to help others

instead of being lazy, complaining all the time about how tough life is (life is never easy!), and how incapable you are
and constantly waiting for others to give something
and hoping for the next gifts to be received

imagine how angry He is when He gave you so much, air to breathe, energy to work on something, but you just being lazy not wanting to do anything about your life

and btw my father hates those kind of people as well

another story my father had told me before is when people celebrate literary anything: wedding, birthday, baby shower, new house, etc.
even funeral i shall say

is the time when they ask for our prayers, blessings, that is why they give away such things as set meal, cakes, foods, party
those things they give/held are their ways to get our prayers for what they currently are celebrating
thus, it's kind of "burden" for us once we receive it

easiest example,
baby shower
usually people are giving a way a set meal in a box
or cakes for their relatives

anyways whatever is the give away
once we receive it, even consume it (or use it)
we carry the "burden" to pray for their happiness, goodness

i call it "burden" because indeed it is something WE HAVE TO DO in favor of their kindness
they never expect it from us but we, as people, as human being, should do that in the return of their hospitality
if not, what we eat/use would be a two sided blade
could be harming us

i am not telling/sharing this because i forbid people from taking what others give
it is not what i meant
what i really mean is that we should start a habit, whereby we should be thankful with what we have
and when we receive something from others (in a sense of regarding to certain celebration), we should, really should be praying for their happiness and goodness in their lives

isn't prayer something we can do/give freely?
why can't we do that if it's free and simple and no fuss?

thus, a good habit can start now

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

hectic traffic.

can you imagine i spent approx. 2 hours only to get out from a shopping mall today!?

i was like almost pulling my hair and screaming like crazy cat!!
it was just unbelievable! bizarre!
it was just not normal at all!

how come you need 2 hours just to exit a mall?

i'm starting to think of somewhere, somewhere that has minimal traffic and the life pace isn't so fast and crazy and hectic!

a place where life is enjoyable and you can move from one place to another without having to see cars around you or noisy horn!

oh, and i guess CRAZY TRAFFIC JAM is included in my MOST ANNOYING THING(S)

have you had like couple things that are simply annoying?
it doesn't have to be something you do/see/hear/touch
it could be something that others do that affects you badly
that you can't hang on and you feel like screaming, running, and pulling your hair because of it
i have my own list of annoying things

and here's my version of annoying things:
1. when people scratch dry wound, you know, the wound that is almost healed usually becomes dry and quite flaky and easily peeled off, but some are just so stubborn that need few scratches and nail action oh MY i can't stand it, seeing or hearing someone doing that kind of thing will shiver me and i get chill!

2. this one is similar with number one, instead of wound, i hate when people scratch and pull cracked heels! yes! see the cracked dry skin underneath your beloved feet, please just don't pull or scratch it! no nail action! no fingers action! it is just horrible! hearing the sound of scratched skin and nail just drives me crazy! chills! aaa!

3. noisy cellphone's keypad tone sound. really, people should really mute their tone sounds, esp. those people who like to sms a lot! the beep beep sound everytime a letter is being typed just not normal for my ears!

4. humming/almost-not-there-sound when i am about to sleep. it is wayyyy more horrible than a super loud noisy sound (well it doesn't better as well duh)

5. people swaying their legs when they sit next to me. hahahahah! this one is not so annoying but sometimes when the "local earthquake" is way to shaky, i prefer not to sit next to that kind of person

6. any kind of illness!

7. bizarre traffic jam, a traffic where actually nothing happens but cars are just like crazy! really, why bother to create a jam when you can just go on smoothly.. people love traffic jam eh?

oh my it's 1.11 am now and i am super tired
i guess i need my beauty sleep now..
today is holiday but i am planning to go somewhere (hmm picnicking sounds great haha!)
but anyway.......

good morning fellas!
have a grrrrreat short holiday (:

Saturday, December 4, 2010

beautiful waste.

so last tuesday i went back to the workshop where i do my eco green garbage

not only did the finishing (which has not finished yet anyway haha) i also did the second garbage that was left with basic paint last time

so what i did was i want to create two "genders" for two different garbages in two different styles of design

the first one (in previous post) is actually the "female" one
and the one i worked on recently is the "male" one

so here's the preview oh and also i add couple fixings to the "female" garbage by adding more colors:


cup pizza.

jadi judulnya beberapa waktu yang lalu saya sibuk manggang-manggang berbaga macam makanan, dari kue sampai ikan bakar panggang maksudnya hehehe..
terus kemarin ini sempet stop manggang-manggang beberapa waktu, beberapa minggu
sampai liat-liat resep kue di
terus keinginan buat manggang-manggang iseng muncul lagi
passsss banget kemaren itu pengen makan pizza hehuehuehue tapi males beli hahahahaa (bilang aja pelit)

naaaahh nemu tuh resep ini PIZZA IN A CUP 
pas dibaca resepnya, ehhhh gak perlu ragi dan segala macem yang rumit
hajaaarrrr langsung semangat 45 bikin wahahhaha...
(pengalaman horor bikin donat panggang pake ragi kok serasa makan donat rasa ragi T_T)

dan karena ga sabar proses bikin sesuatu yang pake ragi (nunggu lama, ulenin, nunggu lagi, ulenin lagi, ahh letih)

akhirnya saya putuskan hari itu juga pokoknya mau makan pizza! *niat banget*

seperti biasa, saya paling males print resep hahahaha!
secara resepnya ga ribet, saya tongolin aja di laptop di atas meja 
alhasil ya mondar mandir beberapa kali dari dapur ke meja laptop
sudah biasa hahaha..

berikut resep lengkapnya:

5 sdm minyak zaitun
75 gr bawang bombai, cincang
2 siung bawang putih, cincang
200 gr daging cincang
100 gr keju cheddar , parut
150 gr nanas, cincang
50 gr paprika hijau, potong kotak kecil
50 gr paprika merah, potong kotak kecil
2 btr telur, kocok lepas
75 gr mentega, lelehkan
180 gr tepung terigu
2 sdt baking powder
2 sdt oregano  bubuk
1 sdt garam
½ sdt lada bubuk
1 sdt mentega, untuk olesan

Cara Membuat:
1. Panaskan oven 180 derajat Celsius. Oles cetakan muffin  dengan sedikit mentega, sisihkan.
2. Panaskan minyak zaitu, tumis bawang bombai dan bawang putih sampai harum dan matang. Masukkan daging cincang, aduk rata, masak sampai berubah warna. Angkat dan dinginkan.
3. Campur tumisan daging dengan sisa bahan, aduk rata.
4. Tuang adonan ¾ tinggi cetakan muffin. Panggang 20 menit atau sampai matang. Angkat dan sajikan hangat.

gampang kan?
saking gampangnya saya seenak jidad maen bikin-bikin aja hari itu, gak cek persediaan bahan hahaahah!!!!
dengan pede merasa semua bahan ada
begitu buka kulkas jeng jeng jengggg!!!!!!!! HAMPIR GA ADA SEMUA BAHAN! T__T
karena saya cerdas (cieeeee pede)
bukan cerdas karena emang LALAI PERMANEN, sering mau bikin-bikin tapi bahan kurang, biasa saya modifikasi resep seenaknya hahaha..
kalau indonesianya, TAK ADA ROTAN AKARPUN JADI

jadi di kulkas saya nemu:
keju parut, fillet dada ayam yang saya marinate lebih dari 1 minggu untungnya belom basi, bakso ayam..
aha! kenapa gak bikin pizza modifikasi?
saya pernah makan roasted chicken pizza dan itu enak banget
jadi karena otak saya bilang GO, ya hayook masak!

berikut resep modifikasi (hahah!):
5 sdm minyak zaitun
2 siung bawang putih, cincang
1 cup bayam, cuci bersih
2 butir telur, rebus sampai matang lalu kupas dan potong dadu kecil-kecil
3 sdm mayonaise
2 sdm saos tomat
1 sdt gula pasir
200 gr marinated chicken breast
100 gr keju cheddar , parut
2 btr telur, kocok lepas
75 gr butter, lelehkan
170 gr tepung terigu
2 sdt baking powder
1 sdt garam
½ sdt lada bubuk
1 sdt butter, untuk olesan

Cara Membuat:
1. Panaskan oven 180 derajat Celsius. Oles cetakan muffin  dengan sedikit butter leleh, sisihkan.
2. Panaskan minyak zaitu, tumis bawang putih sampai harum dan matang. Nah karena pizza saya modifikasi, masaknya juga lebih sedikit repot, karena niat banget membagi toppingnya jadi 3 macam: ayam panggang, bakso ayam, telur, bayam.
untuk ayam panggang: karena ayamnya sudah saya marinate, saya potong dadu kecil-kecil, lalu saya masak dengan bawang putih cincang sampai setengah matang.
untuk bakso ayam: tumis dengan cincangan bawang putih sampai matang
untuk bayam: tumis dengan bawang putih sampai matang
untuk telur: rebus sampai matang, potong dadu kecil, aduk rata dengan mayonaise, saos tomat, dan gula pasir
3. Campur semua bahan adonan (tepung terigu, keju parut, telur, garam, lada, baking powder, dan lelehan butter) sampai rata, bagi menjadi 4 bagian, masing-masing untuk tiap topping, aduk rata.
4. Tuang adonan ¾ tinggi cetakan muffin. Panggang 20 menit atau sampai matang. Angkat dan sajikan hangat.

*untuk resep marinate ayam panggangnya:

1 sdm five spices (kalau gak salah ini tuh bumbu ngohiong yah)
garam lada secukupnya
2 sdm gula palem
1 sdm kecap asin

masukkan ayam ke ziplock bag, masukkan semua bahan, ratakan
masukkan kulkas minimal 30menit (makin lama makin enak)

dan ini hasil modifikasi suka-suka:

review rasa:
dari segi rasa sih mirip-mirip sama pastry gitu malah ketimbang pizza hahahahahahahaha
tapi enak karena saya pakai cetakan muffin ukuran kecil, jadi imut-imut pizza in a cup nya hahaha...
terus juga lumayan ngenyangin karena ada kejunya dan isinya full hehehe..
kalau mau makan bisa tinggal dipanasin aja kok, terus jadi deh buat sarapan simple, cepet, ngenyangin

oh P.S.:
emang dari awal males ikut resep karena saya gak doyan nanas :p