tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85702907064675790982024-03-05T17:45:13.637+07:00hello worldfood.love.life.ideas.creativity.EVERYTHINGthe ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.comBlogger224125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-33666179796830703752016-05-26T01:06:00.002+07:002016-05-26T01:06:17.158+07:00How do you...How do you mend a broken heart that you cause by yourself?
You keep saying it's not me, it's us.
But all I am hearing in my head is myself saying this is your fault.
Silly as it might sound, maybe you are right when you say I can never synchronize my heart with my mind.
And my mind is its evil twin.
But why does everytime my mind thinks about something, my heart reacts with synchronized pain orAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10254583262787106023noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-34373136283027849292016-04-26T20:36:00.002+07:002016-04-26T20:36:30.578+07:00Marriage Life 101!I AM MARRIED!
My last post was in April 2015, in which I was already engaged and preparing my wedding and now I am married (officially and finally).
What is the big deal of getting married anyway?
Why marriage seems like the last destination in people's head when we are getting older?
Is it really the last destination?
Is it true when people say marriage is like you are losing your freedom and Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10254583262787106023noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-34013647354155925022015-04-20T00:50:00.001+07:002015-04-20T00:50:08.297+07:00breakeven.I believe that whatever someone feels, somewhere in another part of the world,a person feels that exact feeling. It means you never feel alone.
But no matter what, when you cry, you know you cry by yourself.
And all of sudden you feel so lonely and as if the world is sinking.
You feel like you have done all you could to make someone happy.
You changed your worst to the best you could, at least Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10254583262787106023noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-22408747691432242552015-04-16T11:30:00.000+07:002015-04-16T11:30:58.822+07:00differential.Hello, udah berapa lama saya gak update blog ini ya?
Post terakhir di 2013. Dua tahun yang lalu. WOW!
Trust me, a lot of things happened in two years!
Mungkin saya gak pantes nulis post yang satu ini, atau mungkin banyak orang gak setuju sama apa yang mau saya tulis.
Tapi intinya disini, saya mau sharing apa yang selama ini saya rasain dan selalu jadi ganjelan di hati setiap kali issue ini Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10254583262787106023noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-80779351675792551322013-05-21T10:55:00.000+07:002013-05-21T11:00:00.308+07:00Saleshitty.Baru aja selesai booking tiket kereta api, sengaja pakai telepon rumah biar gak ribet in case ada kepentingan KAI via telepon, langsung ditelepon sama sales asuransi di TELEPON rumah.
I don't really understand where is the existence of privacy in this current world?
How can a form asks you to fill in the telephone or mobile phone number, and then it will MAGICALLY distributed to banks and Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10254583262787106023noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-48267687519392993612013-04-05T11:53:00.001+07:002013-04-05T11:53:12.242+07:00Good day to be a tiger.
People,You can never change the way they feel,Better let them do just what they will,For they will,If you let them,Steal your heart from you,People,Will always make a lover feel a fool,But you knew I loved you,We could have shown them all,We should have seen love through,
Kissing a fool, eh?
People, people tend (notice that I don't use the word 'always'?) to give score according to what's on Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10254583262787106023noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-89672515045570812602013-01-28T09:59:00.001+07:002013-01-28T10:00:46.525+07:00Once Upon A Time.I am 25 and I am not married.
What's the big deal?
Many people are getting married after 25 or even in their 30s.
So what's the big deal?
The deal is probably not big but sure there are a few.
Once upon a time there was a little girl who dreamed to have a beautiful man, a beautiful dress, and a beautiful place to get married. And they lived happily ever after.
Sounds familiar?
I bet.
But in Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10254583262787106023noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-2488130981245203022012-11-07T13:16:00.001+07:002012-11-07T13:16:09.450+07:00Bad Relationship.Most of the time I find myself questioning the idea of "why the hell people bother............"
Bothering in many different ways.
Like, love life, LIFE itself, basically almost everything.
Some people say that people bother because they care. Really?
I thought people bother because they are just basically NOSY.
People are so phony that they just want to know every little detail just to make sure Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10254583262787106023noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-75417685556034487262012-10-27T19:39:00.003+07:002012-10-27T19:39:39.204+07:00Lingering with impossibility.I just want someone who i can call on my own.
Who is crazily enough just to stay awake with me all night.
Who is strong enough, to just constantly and patiently hugging me all night long, giving me affection, loving me without expecting me to do the same.
I want someone who knows me too well, even he knows what i am about to say before i do say it.
I want someone who is willingly wait and smile the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-82050609712356858912012-10-27T19:21:00.002+07:002012-10-27T19:21:24.634+07:00Do you, ever?Do you ever wonder, how sometimes you wish there is such thing called phase one of love exists forever?
Phase one is where everything is beautiful and happy, where all goodness belongs, and there is no tear to be shed.
No arguments.
No fights.
No shouting at each other.
No headaches.
Nothing.
Some say that love takes its better state when two get into argument and solve things out. But the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-42937330589893550782012-05-30T01:35:00.002+07:002012-05-30T01:49:40.281+07:00Love is something beyond the grasp of my heart ability.As someone always says that "love is something I'll never understand"
Frankly it gets me thinking right now how it affects me so much
Not in a bad way --it kept me wondering what is it that caused such statement exists?
To be honest I am not that clever when it comes to love
I always am dumbfounded.
I don't really know much Im not an expert, far from it
But I've been learning couple of the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-12063604148363021402012-03-12T13:24:00.003+07:002012-03-12T13:29:36.645+07:00HUMAN BE(ing).human being is a complex living creature that when we think of it, our own characteristics can be defined in MILLION ways. You name it: biology, psychology, anthropology, history, linguistic, culture, etc.
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-22785634531653563802012-01-10T21:42:00.000+07:002012-01-10T21:42:03.348+07:00Tips(y).Salah satu alasan kenapa saya malas mengunjungi salon disini adalah urusan tip.tipping.
Bukan karena saya pelit.Bukan karena saya males.Bukan karena saya enggan.Bukan juga karena saya gak punya uang.
Saya malas karena saya tidak mengerti apa alasan memberi tips di Indonesia.
Pertama, yang namanya tip itu diberikan secara sukarela oleh customer atas penghargaan akan rasa puas terhadap service yangthe ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-41385752006468920262012-01-05T14:08:00.000+07:002012-01-05T14:08:17.262+07:00supermarket frenzy.For some people who know me quite long enough must have known that I LOVE SUPERMARKET!
I ADORE SUPERMARKET!
For some unknown reasons I just love visiting supermarket, any kind of it.
Maybe because there are a LOT of things on rack.
Or maybe because there are colorful items everywhere.
Or maybe just the overwhelming feeling surrounded by different goods.
I don't know, I love hang around in the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-4097039113752218702011-12-26T22:00:00.041+07:002011-12-26T22:00:00.394+07:00iTweet. iRuled.Hurting people is easy.
Moreover, social media triggers more insulation.
I guess weak-hearted people whom easily getting offended or have sensitive heart should not involved too much in social media.
I mean, even me, in my worst state, sometimes do feel offended by some people or some tweets.
Though it probably was not meant for me.
I guess there are several rules, my rules, to stay survived inthe ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-30368157827809833792011-12-26T17:47:00.001+07:002011-12-26T17:47:20.472+07:00drive......me nuts.Menyetir di Jakarta (jangankan Jakarta, Tangerang aja deh gak usah jauh-jauh) adalah sebuah hal LUAR BIASA yang saya yakin tidak semua orang bisa........dengan benar.
Saya kadang tidak mengerti, beberapa orang menyetir seakan dunia milik mobilnya sendiri.
Ya emang sih, SIM gampang cuma nembak, 2 jam jadi.
Tapi bukan itu inti permasalahannya.
Bagaimana style menyetir anda?
Apakah dengan SIM the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-2561895655765573272011-12-24T22:00:00.000+07:002011-12-24T22:00:01.054+07:00bizzarely incomplete.Listening to Lady Antebellum - I Need You Know right around 1 AM, sobbing so hard, crying my heart out..........
Seems familiar?
When the word: It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.......
is being sung, it strikes me so hard, even makes my sob and tears getting worse.
That's what i went through last Saturday.
But that's not what i want to talk right now.
Who the hell the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-2746095553358539872011-12-23T10:00:00.000+07:002011-12-23T10:00:00.195+07:00marry you.Sekilas kalau mikirin soal pernikahan itu sepertinya gampang ya?
Dua orang saling mencintai, berjanji, berkomitmen untuk bersama-sama sampai maut memisahkan.
Ke KUA, catatan sipil, pemberkatan, resepsi........honey moon = HAPPILY EVER AFTER
really?
NGAREP
Nyatanya banyak kasus nyata kalau nikah itu sulit!
Gausah jauh-jauh contohnya, saya ngacung deh buat soal yang satu ini.
Kemarin ini sempatthe ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-14655174715369704622011-12-23T01:08:00.001+07:002011-12-23T01:14:09.553+07:00conditional love issue.So what is it the correct way to be in love or in loving someone?
I shall say there's no right or wrong in loving someone.
No, seriously.
*putting serious lame face*
No, I mean, each individual is totally a completely different from one another.
I mean what should we follow this or that rules in loving someone while we feel that it is not comfortable/convenient at all just for the sake of the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-84550623122099793882011-12-18T19:26:00.002+07:002011-12-18T19:26:57.086+07:00Christmas Season, Christmas Mood.
source: 1-2, 3, 4, 5, 6
btw, i'm in love with white and blue Christmas theme this year.what about you? ( :
love,meLthe ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-66982896133220223842011-12-15T19:15:00.002+07:002011-12-15T19:16:42.200+07:00searching for the perfect LIVING ROOM.blue-contemporary-living-room.blogspot.com
http://prepazt.blogspot.com/2011/05/living-room-nature-wall-decor-oh.html
thelennoxx.com
http://www.lovedesignideas.com
the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-23305548786195439372011-12-15T01:27:00.002+07:002011-12-15T20:20:51.574+07:00leave&forget.Sadism is all right in its place, but it should be directed to proper ends.Sigmund Freud
you can't expect people to think they way you do.
i chose to be the villain, the bad guy, the jerk, and so be it.
in the end i should not care whether i hurt someone's heart/feeling,
since i am the one who is all to blame.
you know, good things don't last forever.
one day, sooner or later they'll all be the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-15862676690364694242011-12-13T09:23:00.000+07:002011-12-13T09:23:09.630+07:00what makes you feel?what makes you feel when someone says"I only want you with all the happiness but not with your worst emotional state?"and that someone once told you that they love you, care about you?the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-7205103974308646782011-12-12T13:34:00.000+07:002011-12-12T13:34:07.139+07:00i have a name.you know what hurts?
the fact that people, most people are only care about you when you are happy and cheer up
and when you are in your lowest state of everything
crying
sobbing
down
blue
moody
emotional
drama
imbalance
hurt
feeling pain
angry
sad
upset
lonely
mellow
frustrated
they just don't really care
care (kâr)n.1. A burdened state of mind, as that arising from heavy the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8570290706467579098.post-52769714871020091382011-12-12T02:32:00.001+07:002011-12-12T02:33:59.707+07:00THINGS THAT SUCK.....in life and you have to suck 'em up1. People see you as strong and keep putting you down.
2. When a man says "I'd keep your heart safe" in the first place and he'll let you down someday and the easiest part for him is to move on when a woman is left behind, struggling alone, surviving on her own feet. (no offense though. I'm just saying).
3. When you have no idea what other people intends to do and in the end you'll get your the ugly ducklinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845572600047147352noreply@blogger.com0