Thursday, September 2, 2010

humor me.

humor me
i began to dry fastly

im so used to solitude
i barely hung on someone or anybody
no it's just not me

maybe in solitude i find peace
maybe i find serenity

or maybe i just skip troubles and being peacefully isolated

yet everytime i try to isolate myself from what's surrounding me
i begin to drown in deeper

i drag myself along the play
and i am devastated
alone.

the crowd is the beginning,
the starting point
so why do i always end up alone?

i wonder why.

i guess it's the nature.
we born alone, we die alone.
in the midst the crowd is there

misery,
it's killing me

i don't bother for anyone who is wanting to comfort me
the silence is not calming me anymore

the fear is creeping towards me
set me free
please
set me free

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