daydreaming.

i wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth.
i know exactly how life (of my parents) was when things weren't as easy as now (well it's still not easy like 1,2,3 and i can get anything i want. it's not like we can't have everything, it's just we VALUE things and be grateful with what we've gone through so far)

so i often wonder....
what does it feel like, life, when you were born with silver spoon in your mouth?

i do not envy those people, no i don't and i never once
i am so grateful with what i have and what my parents have given me so far

i always get what i need and what they think i do need

i learn from mistakes, that, parents (similar to GOD) knows what we really need and what we merely just want

and i am thanking God for having parents like i do have in my current life

and i am grateful that i am able to live my life for 22 years with my parents beside me

but yet sometimes i do wonder...
for some(several) people, whom i know and do not know...
how they are easily (seemingly) thinking that money and such material things are just simply a reaching hand away
i mean, some people can just easily spend money like crazy
talk about things that they REALLY really really want to buy, eager to buy, madly want to buy
just because they can.


i mean what's the point in showing off
in showing other people that they are able
they can afford anything
any latest fashion in the world
latest gadget in this universe
as if once they own that, people will literary worshiping them (well some people do anyway)

but why?

have those people heard about poverty going on, on the other side of THEIR world?
there's no single piece of jealousy attached while i am writing this
it's just i know, I AM AWARE
some people (i know) in this world need THE money that those people spent more than anything

 life isn't fair, it'll never be
i do not expect those people would be delightedly spare their money for people who need it
no i don't.

i just wish people should be more aware with what is around them and see things differently

i really do not care if your parents are as rich as they could buy this earth
i really do not care if you can buy latest gadget in a minute after it is being released
i really do not care if you can buy any clothes in the world
i really don't.


if you really wanna do all those things,
keep it yourself
no need to showing it off

no need to spreading words to the entire universe that you are buying this that, purchasing this that
i never once befriend someone because of their clothes, their wealth, their ability to purchase anything, their gadget, their ability to go vacation to outter space
never

and i appreciate people for what they do not what they have
just for once,

we have any day in a year
mother's day
father's day
children's day
halloween
valentine's day
birthday


can we have, just one day in a year
respecting those whom in need
by giving away charity, every single human being in the entire world
care for others.....
can we?

in this materialistic world?


ponder~