sing night.

the sky sings the lullaby
dosgs are sleeping, cats are sleeping
glimpse of night lights into the chamber
even the wind falls asleep

the night is still and sound
a perfect mate for the silent little eyes
stars and moon take over
a melody of nightingale takes me away, locked in the dream~

the color of ash cloud the sky
little blink of small bright dot peeks from behind the gloomy cloud
the air sings serenade as i fall asleep

parting goodbye isn't my favorite thing at the end of our day
as i laid my head upon your neck you whispered "good night" and i smiled........

you're still my favorite precious treasure
simply unforgettable yet tangling the existence of mamihlapinatapais between us
it gets harder to not holding you tighter~

he is a boy and i am a girl.

you like the loud and shattering songs
rocking your style
hit and go

i like sweet mellow melody
absorbing every moment
sit and stare

you always say i disturb you so much with the question WHY
i say you never listen to what i say and i keep asking WHY

you say i'm cute with how funny i look when i react to something
you say i'm cute when i act stupid because of something i don't get
i say you're cute with the way you act so sweet
i say you're cute when you say sweet things to me

you hold me close
i whisper "don't go"

you hug me tight
i hug you even closer

you hold my hand
i look into your eyes and smile

you look at me and can't resist to smile
i look at you and i laugh instantly
then we laugh together

isn't it sweet?
isn't it lovely?

we enjoy our moments together

even though sometimes you ignore me
even sometimes you turn your back on me
and i sometimes stand still to stare at you, how could you often do the silence treatment on me
and i sometimes chase after you just to hug you close
no matter how you push me away
or how you walk away

i love you

that's one thing for sure

but then i ask myself, for what does it take i would stay?
for what sake would i stand still?

i constantly remind myself, who am i to ask you for more
and you once said, you wouldn't have any right to give me more
i constantly forget how incapable i am to demand for something
and you once said, you are out of the league partially
i constantly resist myself for showing too much
and you once said, you merely nobody to do the same
i constantly prevent myself from holding you too close, or to think bad stuffs about you, and any other stupid silly probabilities
and you once said, you said it already
and you once said, you don't like drama

but what can i do when i want 100% from you
when i give 110% out of me for you

but then i remember i once said: i will never leave you

and that time i was so sure, yet still I AM...................


i want everything of you
and willingly am giving everything of i am
no pretending
no lies
no concealing
no hiding
no more

but i am afraid
so much
too much


♪ Maroon 5 - Never Gonna Leave This Bed

CV

curriculum vi·tae  (vt, vt, wt)

n. pl. curricula vitae Abbr. CV

A summary of one's education, professional history, and job qualifications, as for a prospective employer.

 

jadi apa sih curriculum vitae (CV) sebenernya?

klo menurut gue, CV itu simply a right tool to show off your abilities and things you've successfully done in your entire life

ibarat benda, CV itu piala yang berjejer di rumah, piagam penghargaan, dan medali 

dari urusan sekolah sampe kerjaan seumur hidup semua ada di CV

tapi apa berarti sebuah CV harus menampung atau menunjukkan SEMUANYA?

define the EVERYTHING.....

everything in your CV doesn't mean every single little things you achieve in life

who cares your height or weight when you apply for a job position in a gallery of museum (i'm talking about art industry) or if you apply for a job position in an office where you need no physical appearance requirements?

i don't know how here in Indonesia people are required to input in their CV

but in my education knowledge, so far in art industry, the best CV is one with the most creative look and contents

what matters is your CONTENT

meaning that no matter how pretty or tall you are, how slim you are or how big you are, if you are suck in the field, you're out of the game instantly

 

 but again, to show off doesn't mean you go all the way showing off everything: your ballet class when you were toddler, your camping experience, your scout experience

i mean: BE WISE, BE FLEXIBLE, and BE SMART

see what you apply for

if it's necessarily needed, then add it on, if it's not, then put it aside

you show only what is related to the job position/field you apply

if i were the human resource staff in art industry, looking for an emerging artist for an exhibition, checking, listing every single CV (millions or hundreds per day)

i don't bother long useless CV contain list of ballet experience or swimming championship experience

i'd definitely be throwing those kinds of CV to a pile of used papers in the bin

seriously

BE STANDING OUT

BE BOLD

BE DARING

i keep editing my CV throughout these times

i change it whenever necessary
when i apply to certain job, i edit it, change it, manage it, customize it so i can fit the position

so i perfectly show my strong points

that's how it works!

and i never fail a single one

NEVER

and that's how i make use of my education back in Lasalle, on how creating a good CV

how about you?