Godspeed.

it's funny how most of the time
some people
just some

talking out loud about the goodness and kindness of someone they just met or knew
about how great that someone is
about how nice that someone is to them
talking gratefully like they world only survive if it's revolving around that someone

and then look back to where they belong
family?
home?
old friendship?
people whom care from the core of their hearts?

where are those people in your heart?
in your world?
in your mind?
in your prayer?
where are they?

isn't it ironic?
when you are supposed to be telling goodness of your own closest beloved people, instead you are forgetting them, criticizing them, searching and pointing their mistakes and badness
how is that making any sense?


family is like the biggest, warmest tree we have in this crazy world
it is like a shield from all flaws we have from being exposed to the entire crazy world where we might be rejected one day if we couldn't fit in anymore
or when crazy world is just too difficult to be reached

as for me

my father is the biggest warmest tree trunk
my mother is the root that keeps me alive, she is my life supports even though she fails me sometimes
but it is okay, still they are my biggest shelter
you see..
no matter, doesn't matter how many times my family fail me, hurt me, unintentionally
just because we are humans, we have flaws
and that's a family for, covering our weaknesses and flaws so we look great in society

and how is that making someone so pathetically deserting their own family for strangers, for something might not even greater than the precious family bond?
God knows, i believe He knows, He understands that the real goodness comes from the real core of someone's life: family
God grants our first encountering with the warmest strangers ever, which is family
so why, why some people just can't understand that they can, once twice or many times in their life, forgetting what made them throughout their entire life.
really, no matter how bad your family treat you, or maybe sometimes they forget to show their love
or maybe they are really mean according to you
think back, look back....
isn't there a tiny part of your memories that consists of goodness in belonging to your own family
and to take note, family isn't merely your father, your mother, or your siblings
family is the unison of different people in your life
brother, sister, grandfather, grandmother, cousins
you name it!
it still is a family

and i am feeling sorry for people who, just because their family did not treat them so well or once in a while their family forgot to show the love, or unintentionally hurt them, these people become so ignorant and keep telling the worst stories of their own family

no wonder the world is crazy!