pissed off? I am. Angry? not really. sad? so-so.. but you are forgiven

i guess the best way to move on after terrible accident/matter is to forgive what has been done to you...
but truth to be told, no, i cant even forget the event happened to me yesterday....
soon, i will, but not for now i guess........

well..
i guess lessons to learned are..
that when you have suspicion after someone who looks literary suspicious, the best thing you can do are:
1. when you suspect someone, have a great bad feeling after his/her existence which seems so awkward... and he/she acts weird when they see you/have eye contact with you, the best thing to do to check whether he/she is the thief/not is to ask them bluntly, "I'm sorry, did you take my phone since you were right behind me?"
and see his/her response, if they look really nervous which i think they should be, then you have the right to shout to make noises and let the crowd hear you and if the person is getting more nervous, it's obvious that he/she is the one.

2. when you keep following this person everywhere and they seem so pointless, like nowhere to go or just go around circle here and there while doing something, which i guess to try calm themselves from being chased by the victim, keep following no matter what and ask your friend to find security or pretend to call your stolen phone even if it's in off mode.

3. pray more i guess.. since nothing we can do... just hope that you, yourself will get a peaceful life and good night sleep after the incident which totally sucks!

well the best thing i can do now is really praying that i will get through this........
and i keep trying to ask blackberry/rim to block my device so this thief wont be able to use it/sell it......

im so desperate to make it true.....