how are you?

HEYYY ALLL !! (:
i miss blogging, i miss you all so so so so so super so so so so much!

yay i finally am freeeeeee as bird in the sky lalala o lalalala :D
been busy like crazy bee
but now yeaaahhhh whooplaaah i am free, back to freedom (not really but at least who the hell cares now! YAY!)

like i said million times (yeah like i ever did haha) BUSY IS GOOD, but only when your body can handle it

first question that probably is going to be asked:
Q: So how's your internship experience?
A: GRRRReat! can you all believe i finally feel accepted in that creative department? i received farewell gift last friday (which made me kinda sad and broken hearted a little) i really did not expect anything in the first place i went there, i did everything by PASSION.... i loved all i had done... (though was not an exception once or twice i whine about how frustrated my internship life was) but i did did did DID my best in doing all the projects (:

another Q that probably pops up in your all mind is,
Q: what you're gonna do next?
A: errhmhhh... i don't know, i really don't.. what i planned is a definite short break (i suppose it's more like holiday present for myself for accomplishing everything) i miss SG so much
i really do, and i can't believe i am admitting it.
i miss the freedom walking on the street whole day long
wandering around
i miss Cindy
i long to see Stanley,  it's like million years since last time i spoke to him
i miss school
i miss going to library (GEEK!)
i miss all the good quality foods i could get over there
i miss all fun things i used to do there
damn

i really should book a ticket soon! (:

to think about all now.. it feels like, life has changed
like things are not the same anymore
like i literary feel the earth is rotating
like time is going so fast
like...........................i am lost
not really lost
but somewhere i am searching for something to hold on to
like i suddenly go blind
like i lose a grip

is it because i spent so much time in doing internship?
but wouldn't it be valuable for me for my future anyway?
is it because i now so totally independent here in indonesia?
but not the same independent kind of i used to have in sg
is it because i really do grow up?
if growing up really feels like this
then i say it's weird.
what a weird feeling!

PLAN
maybe i should make a brand new plan
since i am now so free
so many things i want to do

1. take vocal lesson
2. do mural by the vineyard at home
3. continue my jewelry making
4. re-train caesar
5. buy a new camera and take photography lesson

phew i really am not capable of thinking any of it right now on
i guess i overworked, overused my brain
need a break and then plan new agenda (:

am so tired now
be back real soon (:

♥ meL