Another year
has come and gone again
look around
and think where have you been
trace the lines
on your face tonight
and don't forget
that this will pass in time
It's cold out this morning
you should be getting into bed
can't believe its that time
of year again
Curled up tight
a darker shade of white
thinking back could be
here for a while
Its cold out this morning
and it's getting harder to pretend
can't believe it's that
time of year again
Can you believe the life you led?
did you achieve the goals you set?
did you lose your mind?
now and then
Is there a reason you won't mend?
it is a season that won't end
can't believe its that
time of year again
Another year
has come and gone again
look around
and wonder what happened
It's cold out this morning
you should be getting into bed
can't believe its that time
of year again
We're fresh out of warnings
maybe it's time you called a friend
forget that it's that time
of year again
Forget that it's that time
of year again
i've been loving this song ever since i heard it for the first time from ncis' clip on tv
but nonetheless i was just up to search for the lyric just today hahahahahahahahhaa
and mannn.... the lyric is awesome
though it's about something deals with depression, i somehow can link it to a usual ordinary situation happens in anyone's life everyday (or shall i mean my own everyday life ever since i finished my study? hahaha)
for me everyday is not anymore a usual holiday i had back then when i was in school
i mean "holiday" when i had school breaks and went back to home country to ENJOY my free time
now on i am free everyday and it does not feel the same as i thought i would feel when i am free
it sucks
yep it sucks
everyday i wake up, go downstairs have a breakfast while watching tv, put the dirty dish and back on couch and watch tv all day long and all of sudden it's already late in the night where i should take a shower and back on couch and watch movie til it's bed time
though on the other day i sometimes hang out with friends or have some activities
but still, it sucks
like something is missing
there's no longer hectic mornings where i oversleep and late for school and i have to run to the bus stop
or where i run cross the traffic light to get a taxi for school
hahahaha oh boy i miss those moments i really do!
some people see school as a terrifying place, or just a place to get a degree or whatsoever
i don't think so seriously school is the best place on earth that you ever landed on
(okay minus all the bad things happened back then, all bullies, and other silly suck things happened, nevertheless school was fun!)
well at least, my school back the was a rock
fine arts faculty is the best thing i have ever done in my life, if i had not followed my passion, i would have not felt this way ever.. i don't think so
it's not about the degree that i pursued
it's not about the hectic days when deadlines for projects were so close
it's not about sleepless nights i had back then
it's not merely about friends and best friends
it's not only bout the lecturers
it's not about every opening nights we often had and attended with all wines and snacks and networkings
it's not about bloody projects
it's all about the memories and funs we had back then
it's priceless and treasurable
it's something that we can't undo
it's the essence of ever being in that time of the year, that will never disappear for the rest of my life
well btw speaking of school
last night i had dinner with davin at benton,
but it's kinda fun since we really seldom go to fast food restos and eat there
while we were eating, we were reminiscing some silly events and stuffs while we were in elementary school
which i suddenly jumped into an interesting idea.....
that do we people ever recognize that for our lives, we are always wanting to get as many networking as we can?
i mean i remembered back when i was in elementary school, the most trendiest thing we used to do is distributing a diary book to be filled by most of our friends
the idea is to get as many people write in that book as possible
then what's interesting is, i thought it's a form of social networking we have nowadays such as facebook!
imagine since we were super young and small we already dealt with this kind of social networking issues
well though back then it was limited as we only distributed the diary book among our classmates in school, or if you were lucky and popular enough you could get students from other school(s) to write in it, though it would not make sense since people would easily read everything you wrote in that book hahahahahha
because usually when we distributed the book to someone, we expected the book to be overnight in that someone's place, the idea is to give time for that person to write complex (so called) stuffs in that book or to paste some stickers in it to make the page cooler than the others(i guess it's like a present/gift you can send in facebook)
i wow myself with this finding HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH *smug*
well, i gotta go now, i'm super hungry and gonna grab some foods now
cya~
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